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wow [10 Sep 2007|10:05pm]
hahaha remember livejournal?
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[ mood | bored ]

I have to admit, these to are pretty good. Though the scans are not a fair representation of their true beauty.



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[ mood | all of the above. ]

Since no one even has a live journal anymore I can easily say whatever the fuck i want without fear of anyone actually reading this.

i feel cheated. decieved. scammed. tricked.
i can't even fucking do shit.
she obviously doesn't feel anything that resembles what i'm feeling, so fuck it.

i can't even get anything done.

i have AP test a week from tomorrow, and i can't remember shit.
i have some fucking debate coming up in the next week that i have nearly nothing on.

the only time i'm happy is when i'm either surrounded by music, or when i'm working out.
i can't get anything fucking done.

i feel so fucking bland.

i have no emotion towards anything else unless you count anger. which is still directed at the same thing.

"My Scott" what the fuck is that shit? fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

everytime i think about it, i just think of how spoiled she was. had so fucking much but couldn't even recognize it. had no idea of the real world. her mother was a bitch. her whole family were stupid fucking ignorant ass conservative bitches.

we couldn't even hold a conversation deeper than shit about homework, or a movie, but i still fucking miss her more than anything. she's not even close to being the one, but i can't get over shit.

There's so much about her that, in retrospect, i hate. but i can't get over.

and obviously she has. fucking rebound boy. just go to fucking prom and everything is okay. i saw her fucking car at his house sunday morning.

okay, we're still gonne be friends but i guess i have to put in all the effort.
FUCK calling her ever again. FUCK meeting her by her locker (like she said she missed so much) and then fucking ignoring me, not even pretending to try and talk to me.
FUCK seeing you after 5th hour, i'll walk around the fucking long way.

i'd kill to feel any emotion but this one right now.

i feel like a fucking weak ass human being.

FUCK being a teenager, FUCK having to hide your goddamn emotions, FUCK hormones, and FUCK anyone who questions teenage fucking puppy love.

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[10 Nov 2005|10:35pm]
[ mood | inspired ]

Did you know there are currently ELEVEN civil wars going on right now??
(six of which are in Africa. others include Iraq, Israel and Columbia)

This list is incomplete; you can help by expanding it.

war is over, if you want it.

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[23 Oct 2005|11:58am]
[ mood | content ]

If anything has ever justified a lame ass livejournal entry this does:

Yesterday was amazing.
Somedays I feel like I haven't acomplished enough.
Well, almost everyday.
Everyday I'm always like pushing myself to do more. If only the day was longer.
But yesterday...was so fulfilling that those thoughts of unaccomplishment were pretty much sweeped into the part of my brain that doesn't care.

There are only a few things that I enjoy in life that I didn't do yesterday.
If any day could every be complete, then I think yesterday was as close as it comes.

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HILARIOUS [20 Sep 2005|10:27pm]
[ mood | amused ]

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[15 Sep 2005|03:35pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

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Dude, fuck it.

I've been trying so hard to understand this goddamn html shit, but I cant get the god damn links so be the same color when you hover over them as when they've been already visited.

I haven't updated this thing in 9 years.
Um. There's school. And lots and lots of homework. So much.

Shakespeare is pretty much my favorite class.
And Chemistry is the stupidiest fucking subject.
And in French you have to parler Francais tout le temps.

Um. Holla?

I'm going to Boston this weekend for a wedding. So I don't have to go to school on Friday. Cool.

So stoked for the new Thrice cd.

Leave me a comment about how sweet I am at html skillz. Cuz I am...

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[28 Aug 2005|07:05pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Last night I saw Dane Cook. It was awesome. Funny as hell. And after I slept over at Ron's.

School starts tomorrow. Which means I have to go to bed early tonight.

Then Tuesday I'm seeing Coldplay with Nick. Kick ass. Dunno if we have lawn or pavillion.

Thursday my family has about 8 tickets to BB King. Yeah, he's 80.
So I'm probably going to that.

Then Sept like 17th through question mark I'm going to Boston for my Dad's cousin's wedding. With kickball.
That next day, my mom's birthday, Veissu comes out.
That same week Good Apollo, I'm Burning Star IV comes out. Hopefully along with the graphic novel.

October 2nd I'm seeing Coheed at the State.
October 22nd I'm seeing Thrice at the state.

I might join Photo Club.
It might be kick ass.

And you know I'm telling the truth when my arm becomes a hatchet of sorts.

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School time... [23 Aug 2005|01:18pm]
[ mood | calm ]

1 Physical Anthropolgy (honors, suckas) Gimpel, Canton
2 French III Lennington, Plymouth
3 AP Us Government McBrady, Plymouth
4 Shakespeare Seminar (honors, suckas) Welker, Salem
5 Chemistry McGrath, Canton
6 Al/Geo/Stat 3P Marshall, Canton

Holler at me if you have any classes with me. Or if u wanna eat lunch.

It kinda sucks I haev AP Gov this semester b/c I have to do all that review shit in the spring for the test.
And I want to have photo now but I guess it's good to have it next semester so I can know stuff for summer?

Anyways, holla at me.

OH YEAH, I'm seeing Dane Cook the Saturday before school starts!

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[12 Aug 2005|01:10pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

OKAY, get this.

My GrandDad used to be the President at Children's Hospital, but he recently retired. So today I have to go to a party for him at the Hospital and then to dinner afterwords.
All in the next like 2 and a 1/2 weeks before school starts I have have to go to 3 more parties for him. One of them being at Ford Feild where I have to rent a friggin' tux.
It's rediculous.

Anyways. Coheed tickets arrived in the mail. Thrice tickets are supposedly on sale but they wern't on the TicketBastard website as of yesterday.
Oh yeah, and the Welcome Home video is supposed to be up on mtv.com but I can't see it because mtv is prejudice towards my computors. Assholes.

So I decided I'm gonna buy Fevers & Mirrors by Bright Eyes when I get the chance becasue he seems sweet. Then if I enjoy it, I'll consider buying LIFTED.

I have to go eat 3 inches of a sub and get dressed for the party.

I wanna re read HBP.

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[05 Aug 2005|12:01pm]
[ mood | content ]

I should probably update this.

There's only 24 more days until school. something like that. Oh well. I got parking pass stuff in the mail yesterday. Kinda excited for new school year, I have to sweet classes.

Warped last sunday was pretty good. I went with Ron. Saosin and Thrice were the 2 highlights.

Saosin played all thei songs I knew plus mayeb 1 or 2 mroe I didn't.

Thrice was amazing. They played a couple songs from IoS which surpprised me, but was sweet. They played 2 new songs, one with Teppei on screechy, haunting sounding keyboards and Dustin and Eddie and Teppei on acapella at the end.
Then they played Image of the Invisible, which I hadn't heard before. It was awesome too.

Next week I'm gonna be gone Sunday-Thursday at EMU for a soccer thing.

On October 2nd Coheed is coming to the State Theater and on October 22nd Thrice is at the State Theater as well. I hope to god I get to go to both shows.
That would make my whole fall season.

I don't know what else to say sooooooooooooooo peace.

comments are cool.

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[28 Jul 2005|12:32am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

today i slept on the floor in the computor room until the cleaning ladies were done. then i hung out with Ron. Watched Anchorman. and we drove and got tickets to Warped. Fuck yeah, Thrice.

then i ate a bagel. and then i laid around with Nicole all night.
Then I was like damn, I wish Nick was in town.
And now i'm here and i just ate toast. I'm bored.
Need a new icon.

That one Kari girl from Myth Busters is HOTTTT.
Red-headed hotness <---Okay, EDIT: "Oh! Face"!!!!!!! What a hottie.

i am also very happy for tanya.

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[13 Jul 2005|12:08pm]
I have alot to say but I'm too lazy to put it all to words. It's been a busy summer so far.


I dont even really like live journal

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Summer time. [17 Jun 2005|01:31pm]
[ mood | listless ]

So school is finally over.
Doesn't even feel like it.
And I know why too.
It's 'cause I haven't stopped doing shit this whole Spring and Summer so far.
Until like 2-3 weeks ago I had something everyday after school then at night. Everyday of the week except Friday night.
And it still feels busy even though school just ended yesterday. 'Cause of all these soccer tryouts and packing for two weeks of 3 work outs a day.
So yeah, I'm gonna be gone for the next 3 weeks starting on Sunday.
Two weeks in Pennsylvania for wrestling camp then same day that ends Michigania. Which will be sweet.

3 weeks with no girlfriend though. :-\

So yesterday after school (haha wow that was yesterday) I went on a picnic with Nicole and Nicole and Angie and her brother and Rachael came. And this Lauren girl.
We ate Subway in DT Plymouth. On blankets.
And Nicole was hot.

Last night, oh man.
Had the sweetest conversation with Tiffany. It was crazy. We're gonna hangout when I get back.

So leave a comment. I have to go get my haircut now.
see ya.

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DAMMIT I WANT TO BE A JEDI! [02 Jun 2005|10:34pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

The Quest for Lightsabers failed miserably.

I had 2 y/o Target gift cards and everything. Dammit.
They had a whole Star Wars section, except it was pretty picked over....

Meijer has the shittiest toy section.
Target's is pretty good except NO LIGHTSABERS!!

Anyways, I had to buy something with gift cards so I bought small Lego thing. With a clone trooper. That's right. Make fun of me. B/c two people read this. And I bet Tiffany will make fun of me.
And I got Oatmeal Creme Pies. And Maxim Hot 100 magazine.

Fucking douches.

Anyone wanna tell me where a Toys R Us is?

My mom said my 8 y/o cousin wanted a lightsaber too and they called and they said Target restocks everyday. My assssss. It was all picked over.


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The shit, Yoda is. [22 May 2005|12:00pm]
So yesterday Nick and I saw Star Wars. It was sweeeet.
Darth Vader was there. Haha. He fought a couple guys. and won everytime. His head was massive. He was kind of a fat guy. we wanted to follow him to his car and see what kind of ride Darth Vader cruises in. Ha.
I kind of wanna buy one of those light sabers now. More than kind of. But they are like $120!

The only thing that dissappointed me was that I expected a more dramatic transformation to evil.
If you get what I'm saying.

NatPort reminded me of Sam in Garden State when she was talking about going back to Naboo to raise the kid.

It feels like I haven't seen Nicole in 9 years. I'm gonna call her soon. even though everytime I call she's asleep.

I've been listening to/getting back into AFI alot recently. They are sweet.
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Conservatives are Fags <--joke. get it? [18 May 2005|09:17pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

Me, Nick (who buzzed his head) and probably Ernie are rocking out as an 80s hair band.

Possibly called Rocket Orchestra.
Nothing serious. Idiots. Just for fun. We need and Axel Rose-esque singer though. And a Metallica singer.

Oh, just check out Fire Deuce. You'll get the idea.

Anyways, I really really wanna see Star Wars.
I taped all the Clone Wars episodes on Cartoon Network last weekend.

I eat


OHYEAH: My new (well actually slightly used) iPod should be coming soon!

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[08 May 2005|12:26pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

The navigator
The pilot
Her favorite
The one they call the vision that bears the giftCollapse )

Last night me and Nick watched the Coheed DVD and then he taught me In Keeping Secrets and we jammed OUT until 1 o' clock when his dad said it was too late.
It was a lot of fun. I can't wait 'til Coheed comes back here.

Anyways, 69 or 68 days until HBP, depending on how you're counting.

Today is Mother's day. My mother is great.

Even though I have to babysit and do a french project for most of the day.
Oh well.

Don't let them scare you
*one legged donkey kick*
*rock out*

Leave comments or I'll eat your babies.
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Business Hang Themselves [01 May 2005|07:42pm]
[ mood | The Trees are giving up on us! ]

Purple Eyes!Collapse )
I saw Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy with Ron. 'Twas pretty good. I need to read those books.
She ^ plays Trillion.

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Contentment. [24 Apr 2005|04:02pm]
Umm. Yeah. Not much has happened. Been pretty content.
Went to Jr. Prom last night. There were lots of others that were there that wern't Juniors also so yeah.
Bought the new Coldplay single off iTunes yesterday. Been on repeat ever since. You should buy it. It's awesome.
I'm about to go to Best Buy in like 10 minutes to finally get the Coheed DVD.
Um after Prom a bunch of people went to Nick's. Well really Rachael's. Cuz it was her party. But yeah I really didn't know anyone. Just chilled with Nicole. Said bye to Nick for a week cuz he's in DC.
This Janelle girl snuck in alcohol to the party. And was the only one drunk. Noticed how ridiculous you really get when you're drunk. Especially if you're the only one drunk.
Stupid Girl.
Anyways yeah. It's gonna be a boring week. Since Nick is like my main man. I'll be bored at lunch. We gots text messages though.

Yeah and I've been playing guitar alot lately. It's sweet. I got that solo form Somebody to Love down almost. If my finger would fucking heal.

anyways. leave a comment if your cell can do texts.

Coming home from Best Buy today (I got the Special Edition of Full Collapse by Thursday and COCA DVD) I saw a little kid and his mom making a snow man. In the middle of April. In the middle of April I saw a tree blossoming with white flowers and under it lay a bed of snow. In the middle of April I saw a budding tree showered with snowflakes.
It's the end of the world.
Or just weather in Michigan.
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